Got a job from someone i know, working in an events company.

Work as a sound engineer...It was fun for the past 2 days up till TODAY!

Was pretty upset with those words that came out from a kangaroo but the show must go on somehow and someway if not usually I will just explode and fight back...

I did my best but still.. Disappointed with myself for not being smart enough..

Emo untill cannot emo, wanna cry now but can't even squeeze one drop of tears out. Heart just felt weird like as if it's crying inside with lots of disappointment.

Comment from people i know:

M -Don't care about them, kangaroo always very particular in this kind of thing, but act smart.

V - Hey it's okay, it took me years to understand how it works and they don't know anything.

Y - Don't take those people words to heart, they don't know anything

H- Never give up, last time i also like that. Next time i bring you around when i do shows and you help me.

S - it's like that one, no mistake how you gonna learn next time. in future how?

S - At least you're a student still learning, not so bad.

D - Tell them straight that you tried your best

So comments to me are comforting, but still it's down to myself now... sigh!

Tmr is my last day in hell, wish me luck.

tiredverytired...

I need to get out of this over protecting place. Get a life man, stop those protecting nonsense. Had enough, gonna get crazy one day for what you all have done.

Mood for the day...

Tired.sian.bad mood.no mood.Pissed.unhappy.upset.dissapointed. Whatever.emo.

= Such is life!

Good night!

It has been such a long time since i last blog. As usual i gonna say i'm busy with my mountains of school work and production ever since school started in August. Lots of stuff/things changes in school and all, living in a cock up school. Well many people's mind have the thought of quitting which i totally agree, because even i also have that thought. For now what we can do is to endure, live with what we have and see what's ahead of us.

Well... Such is life yeah!

Anyway i'm glad that i met up with Yun and Grace for Randy's 21st birthday. Had so much fun and many talking updating our life in school and work. Getting on with the planning of having live band events. Really hope to meet up asap even though we stay freaking near each another.

Some message that you can ignore if you don't understand...

MAKE FRIENDS NOT WAR.

God created human.

He created Man and Women and they become your family and Friends.

Let's talk a little about friends...

Friends are someone that god brought you and another together to share, happiness, sadness.

There are billions of population in this world and it's a hard chance to meet up a fellow and make them what you call friends.

Treasure the friends that's beside you, it's fate that you and your friends can get a chance to meet in such big population in this world.

Treasure them before it's too late!

Cheers...

Finally i feel like updating my blog...

Shall update about school reopen since i have never update about it before. Busy with production after another, Backstage pass, Invisibility, Three fat virgin and lastly Industries showcase and One more important thing, assignments!!!! . All these rehearsing, bumping in and out really took up half of  my 2009 good year. 

Backstage pass:

A place we really start learning and work together as a team. Beginning, Light designer, Sound designer, Stage manager and crew isn't easy. 

Invisibility and Three fat virgin:

Working on these two productions can be fun yet tiring, btw i'm the lighting operator. Learning how to use the board is fun. And also making friends with the casts.

Industries Showcase:

Working as their SGW(Sai gang warrior), no comment. You will know if you're there.

All my hard work from jan 2009 till may 2009. 

Oh Btw i got into SOUND, woohoo...

Holidays started long ago and I'm home. Things i planned for my holiday didn't work out, like taking up some course, get a bike license, paintballing and the only thing is i went Ubin with my classmate had fun and my legs ache like shit from cycling.. 

Well many things happen,  Uncle passed away a week plus ago, he had cancer from his kidney and was spread to his lungs and liver. When doctor found out it's already in the last stage, unable to cure. RIP Uncle.

Well roughly less then a month till school reopen, yeah sometimes i feel i can't wait for school to reopen. 

update soon

TOO BUSY TO UPDATE!!!

erm, maybe after my homeworks.. and production will update something. till then!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Thought i'm like 2 days later to wish in my blog!

Twilight yesterday with my close cousin, i guess it's not so bad other then the teenager vampire Edward Cullen is handsome. Comments make by others saying comparing the book and the movie, the book is much better. But too bad i seldom read and movie only got 1.5 to 2 hours to select the interesting part out and act so yeah . And i don't mind watching it again hahaha.

Going down to Alex's [my brother] house later on for his 21st birthday celebration. Oh my goodness, i just celebrated mine like not long ago and now his turn and i'm like 22 this year. OLD OLD OLD!!! The stressful years/days are yet to come. Cousin have been nagged like nobody's business like why no boyfriend and stuff already, mine is like soon to come. The worst part of this year is Chinese new year, getting ang bao and receiving wishes like hope you find bf and married soon. Damn!

Two more darn days and i'm going back to school. I gonna just die in school lol, production, backstage pass and more project and assignment to work hard on. Well, this might be the blog that going to last me don't know how long till i got another time to blog. And Petrina dawn tan, don't haunt me for blog alright, your blog now is worst then mine. hahahahahhaa.

Alright to comfort myself, i missed school, i missed my classmate AND I MISS HOME EVEN MORE!